You know how sometimes it's the little things? Like right now I have to listen to the constant drone of the neighbors who are working on building their mega home and there is a constant WHINE noise being made by some impossibly LOUD sawing machine thing. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenieeeeeeeee- RRRRRRRRRR- WHEEEEEEEEEEEE NIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE - RRRRRRRRRR -then a low level zoooooooooommmmmmrrrrr sound obviously something winding down to a slower spin. This noise is repeated - over and over and over AGAIN AND AGAIN...
After a while it causes ones' head to do the same -- maybe I just need to get out of my house and away from that noise.
Whining some more... I have nothing to whine about really. I had a breakdown on my best friend today on the phone. I finally unloaded some stuff that's been eating away at my soul and now that I set it free out there I am relieved to know that I was not alone in my ugly thoughts and somehow that makes me realize that they are probably normal reactions to the circumstances.
The last whine for today - what purpose does suffering have? Does a women (Terri Schivo) who is technically brain dead... Feeling anything at all (physical or mental or both)? How do we really know for sure - she can't tell us. What a horror if she does feel pain or is aware of what is going on around her (This would be my definition of a living hell!).
How cruel that is that we do not allow her to let go from the earth if she is just suffering there and not able to TELL US - why does it work this way? When the body is frozen is the spirit and soul stuck here too? When does the spirit and soul come into "human being"? When does it leave?
How come I can't find a guide book or map for the trip after we get done on planet earth? (Well I have seen Dante's version but it's way too long & heavy - we need one like those DK books with the top 10 things to do in Paris) If you have the reservations number for the afterlife --let me know.
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